My love will get you home...

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home,
Boy, my love will get you home.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d6kjlqhjWzU

戀一世的愛

Another nice song to share...

我放低了酒杯 杯里是空气
我不想再喝酒 原因我在等你
盼可将暖水 倒入杯里
期望你能毽N 我潜藏动机
恋一世的爱 刻骨铭心
为你 愿意等
温水似的吻 终於发生
暧在我心
Fill Me With Everlasting Love
Let Me Trust in You
Never Let Me Down
And l`ll Always Trust in You
信这世间有真爱
能用我的心去装载
已放低我的心 一切还给你
太多困扰 原因我在等你
以指尖去接触 杯内蒸气
投入爱情极美 我遗忘自己
恋一世的爱 刻骨铭心
为你 愿意等
温水似的吻 终於发生
暧在我心
Fill Me With Your Love
Let Me Trust In You
Never Let Me Down
Let Me Believe In You
Fill Me With Your Touch
Let Me Trust In You
Never Let You Down
So You Can Trust Me Too
用我的爱念
换你的信念
未变的志愿
恋一生也未厌


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AyyscUCQrnU&NR=1

寂寞的戀人啊

固執的7-11 尾聲啦　夏天
太亮了　霓虹燈　天空的顏色好淺

傻子才爭吵啊　落葉是樹的風險
情感是偶發的事件　用偏方治好失眠
滿意你愛的嗎　有何新發現
溫柔的實驗　戀愛的肢體語言
努力愛一個人　和幸福並無關聯
小心啊　愛與不愛之間　離得不是太遠

吞下寂寞的戀人啊　試著辛苦的去了解
卻是遺憾少見　有誰　如願　真是讓人不甘心啊(1)
卻是遺憾少見　有誰　如願　真是讓人不開心啊(2)
卻是遺憾少見　有誰　如願　真是讓人不服氣啊(3)

越是相愛的兩個人　越是容易讓彼此疼
疲憊了　放手了　不值得　不要了

----------------------------------------------http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JoMgIL6z2oQ

came across another very nice song, made me think a lot...it has the same meaning as the song below, saying how a couple, although together, but inside their hearts they feel lonely....so who are the ones who are truely lonely, those in a relationship or not? 小心啊　愛與不愛之間　離得不是太遠

寂寞光年

刘力扬 - 寂寞光年

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了 快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意
一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹
那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重

漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡
有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

------------------------------http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y1gGAHtO7hc

This song captivated my heart, one of the few songs that caught my attention, and when I listened to the lyrcis, it is really very true about the world today and it sort of reflects how any normal person may feel right now at this very moment...有谁能陪我手牵着手出走, 带我离开空洞的星球, 把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖, 有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁, 能让我相信被爱的理由.....Do we feel lonliness in our hearts? Are we looking for love at the wrong places?

"Footprints In The Sand"

From Daddy God to me...


You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way

And just when I
I thought I'd lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
That's when I heard you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair

And I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand
When I'm weary
Well I know you'll be there
Cause I can feel you
When you say

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sadness and despair
Oh, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

[choir]

When your heart is full of sadness and despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend

I promise you
I'm always there
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints
In the sand

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=augfkS_C4cc&feature=fvsr

Food for thoughts...

Actually I had these thought after watching leap years...heh heh...rented the DVD to watch last month, and it was simply awesome! Although the storyline is a bit unrealistic, as in which girl in Singapore would wait 16 years for a guy??? I would just find someone to get married lor...haha...but again, if you strongly believed that there was a right one out there, and so far you have no right feelings for anyone, perhaps you would wait afterall...perhaps. But I loved the settings of the show, the places the movie was filmed, it sort of gives Singapore's image a 'makeover'. Maybe to us locals, we find Singapore mundane, boring, and the least exciting place we are trapped in. But the movie brings out the flavours of this island. for example the places where the girls met up all the time - the place on a hilltop overlooking the sea, I found it to be a cafe at Mount Faber. The old shop houses that Lee Ann stays, the scene at the rooftop overlooking Singapore river, the cafe at chinatown, the cafe at One Fullerton...and the scene where Lee Ann was in her wedding gown looking out of the window of her shophouse, the way the producer played with the lightings, and the songs from Singaporean singer Corrinne May just matches perfectly into the mood of the show. It is simply enchanting and attractive. Everything was purely local taste, purely Singaporean. And yet it was the most beautiful movie I ever watched because I could relate better to it as it reflects OUR LIFESTYLE! These thoughts I have written them down in my diary but have yet to find time to blog it down...can see my last entry is about last year!!!

Well, I loved the movie...but sad to say, its indeed like a fairytale.

Ever since I was young, I knew what were fairytales. I had no problem of distinguishing between fairytale and reality. I knew that Santa Claus did not exist, but somehow I hoped that it did exist and I didn't mind doing silly things like writing letters to him and hanging socks on my window during Xmas, hoping in my heart that perhaps i was wrong, and that this fairytale might happen. I didn't mind waiting, and i didn't mind believing in it, and i didn't mind just trying my luck. But somehow, reality comes knocking on my door, asking me to wake up and move on with life.

I remeber that my friend once told me that she loves watching korean and taiwan love dramas because it allows her to escape from reality for a moment and enter into a world of love and fairytale, where love and romance existed, where we yearned to be, and yearn to somwhow feel the same way or experience the same thing that could be too perfect for the real world.

For a few minutes or so, I don't mind either, to lie to myself and live in denial, in a fairytale world of my own, just to get in touch with what we truly desire deep down inside us. Although I am skeptical about the existence of such fairytale love and happy endings, but deep down, I hoped that one day, something could move me to tears. I could read about love, watch about love, listen to love and tear easily, but I have never teared in real life because i have never experienced something that moving in real life, it never occured to me it could happen in real life.

Perhaps one day I'll give up waiting when its time....

Love Story by Taylor Swift

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'"

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me - they're tryin' to tell me how to feel;
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say "Yes.'"

Oh, oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town,

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in thy head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet - you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad - go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'"

Oh, oh. Oh, oh.

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you...

Bedtime stories...

My favourite character...Bugsy!! Makes me laugh like mad...

Manado trip

My dear friends, if you want to see my diving pics from Manado, Indonesia, do go to my facebook to see k? I lazy to post on both sides...heh heh.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=53255&l=8b4aa&id=517607647

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=53265&l=a0c63&id=517607647

Having a good break from work

I think my holiday was timely...a timely break before I go insane and got totally burnt out. It was rejuvenating to my body and soul, because i have used this time to think abt many things, and talk to people, spend time with my loved ones and my dearest friends. I became back to old myself, which was having the enthusiasm and energy to do things, and I had my determination and my dreams back. I was back to myself, I was happy, but still, the tot of gg back to work to face reality scares me a little. There is still this fear in me...as last month was...traumatic for me.

I want to see this year as a better year, or the best year yet....Pastor's sermon greatly encouraged me. This is gg to be an acceptable yr of the Lord, and He will make the days like days of heaven on earth. I will believe in this, and believe that God will see me thru this time. I will take one step at a time, and give this job one more try. The bond is indeed a hefty sum...I will have to think carefully and try to perservere thru. Yes it may make me a stronger person, but is it wat i really want in life? What I want is just to be happy, happy in my job and enjoying what i'm doing. If it is not for me, I wouldn't want to give up my happiness because of money. I'm praying for directions.

This period of time sees my friends who love me...so many of them caring for me and asking me how am I doing. They offered wisdom, advise, and always made me feel so much better. They gave me hope, sanity, and made me see the light. I just feel so loved, so underserving. It greatly consoles me to know I still have many friends ard me who loves me and support me even when I'm down in the valleys. And not to forget Daddy God, who always was there for me, and never left me, turning my situation ard, and being my ever present help...daily.

My friends, I would need you to keep me sane for the next 10 months, ask me out, get me away from my office, pull me to do some activity, jio me to join something...I want to live life outside my career...I want to live life to the fullest...because i'm not gg to let my job take over my life. Because after this 10 months, I want to be the same Huiwen that all of you know.

I think I'm blabbering a lot....heh

I woke up one day, and hoped i was having a nightmare

Really this was the feeling I got when I woke up this morning...how i wish it was all a nightmare...and when I wake up...it would be back to my happy days again...but its not...its still today, its still reality...I wish i was not in this job...really wished i had not...it seems to be sucking the life out of me day by day...and it is only the beginning...I know i'm not taking this too well...too much stress...too much for me to bear sometimes...there's no joy at all. Maybe it just does not suit me well. I don't want to pretend that everything is alright, i have to be honest because i don't want to hide it and pretend that everything is alright. Right now, I would give anything to get out of there...I want to run away, run far far away from all this shit. Dis-illusioned. Just trying to take things easy now, and trying to do things that will make myself more relaxed and happy. Trying hard...really trying hard to take things easy. trying really hard to find back myself...find back the happiness and enthusiasm I used to have about life...

All that I need right now, are my family, my friends, and Jeremy...who have been and will be my greatest support to pull me thru this one year...and Jesus, I need you so so so much, how can I ever live without you?

Japan trip photos...on facebook

To my Dearests, my Japan trip photos are posted on my facebook, can go there to have a look.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=40632&l=df49b&id=517607647

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=40630&l=3835c&id=517607647

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=40618&l=bdef4&id=517607647

Some highlights taken by me: