What's wrong with me?

Recently, I've been feeling down and unhappy and very sian and very bored...like life is lacking a purpose. Maybe because I'm still waiting for my job confirmation, and its really taking very long...I can't wait to start work immediately and embark in my career! argh...

Been having no mood and no strength to do anything...no enthusiasm...just feeling very sian...can someone cheer me up? I tried cheering myself up, but I just dunno wat's wrong with me....haiya... wat's wrong? Where's my goal in life? Where's that something that I can look forward to? Daddy God, please show me the way, lead me back to the right path, give me the enthusiasm to do things again...I wanna be back to my normal self...I wanna start working as an expression of LIFE!...I want to have something to look forward to, I want to start enjoying life again, I need a direction...

Nothing has satisfied me....nothing has made me smile...